Sunday, April 25, 2004

On a wet, dreary day like today...

I hate feeling inferior, out of place, and sub-par...

When others seem to have it all together, and I find nothing good within myself.
When I don't get their jokes, and they only laugh at mine out of politeness.
When I try to join in a conversation, and they don't make room for me.
When it feels like my Creator must have messed up while forming me.

I love being accepted for who I am, without feeling that I have to hold something back...

There is a handful of people with whom I can disclose my deepest thoughts, fears, and insecurities.
*But there is One who knows me inside and out; He sees each tear that falls. He will use me, even though I am unskilled and unworthy. Like Moses, I have told God that I cannot be used, and He has said, "now go; I will help you to speak and teach you what to say."

A glimpse of God' holiness puts things in perspective...

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